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IMPASSE

No picture I draw is ever as pretty as you

No poem I read is as haunting as you

No February wind is ever as cold as you

You’re not impressed by me

We’re at an impasse

I wait for it to pass

We really could’ve been something

Months pass

Alas,

I find

On this first April rainy day

I should let you go

I gave it quite a go

Although,

Already

I met someone who sees something in me

A muse of some sort

One who believes in me

And although I can’t help but wonder

What we could’ve been

Chasing you

Leads to

Stagnation

And it

Will do nothing for me.

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ELEVATED PERSPECTIVES

You can’t be courageous unless you’re afraid,

Taking a clear stance where you might lose something.

Elevate my landscape,

Rooted in a sense of nature.

Bring me joy,

Not despondence.

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I SABOTAGED EVERYTHING

Rejection is imminent;

I see it.

You see—

I'll end it before you can.

I'll ruin it

if I see the direction it's headed.

One excuse, and I'm out.

Love is the true essence of my being.

I put myself out there,

but I'll take it back.

Love is all around me;

a little bit of grace goes a long way.

You were the closest thing I had to it in a while.

The groveling decreased my value.

Champagne hangover,

wrestling with regret.

I tried to rise above,

but it was cheap heat.

I buried myself,

and the rejection was imminent.

I had to end it before you could—

I sabotaged it and ruined it all.

There's no paper trail,

not even a trace of you.

It's like it never happened.

Rejection was imminent,

that little voice in my head telling me.

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AN OPEN BOOK

MY GUITAR IS MY SHOTGUN

MY PAINTBRUSH IS MY SWORD

MY GUITAR IS MY SHOTGUN

MY PAINTBRUSH IS MY SWORD

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